When will it happen, and how will it look? I’m not yet sure. My physical therapist and I are working on a plan. How will I handle the change when it comes? Will I remember this perspective and handle it with grace? Time will tell. In the meantime, I was reminded of my favorite lyric from “O Little Town of Bethlehem,” which is just one of the many Christmas songs I am listening to right now. “The hopes and fears of all the years are met in thee tonight.” I am filled with hopes and fears, but I trust the one who holds my future. God’s grace has sustained and blessed me this far, so I have no reason to doubt what lies before me.